Waving Good Bye ------------------------ My emotions anchor unable to cure Unable to decide I'm so unsure Should I be happy, should I be down Should I be smilling, or should I frown What direction should I start walking I just want to hear someone knocking So I can let them in But my patients are wearing thin Want to see whats crawling Beneath my skin Isolation Pumping through my veins My mind is numbing Like novicane Something come to me I'm going insane Sink this boat They say hope floats Hope is what I'm lacking I'll see you in hell Rape my fucking dreams Murder my conscious thoughts Something I'll never redeam But being hurtful is something I'm not Pull the anchor and sail away I want to see me drowning in these waves of reign I want to see me dying in these waves of rage