Stalking my Shadow 
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From watching the world go round 
seeing my  own heart being droppped 
dirtied by the polluted ground 
Hearing your voice in my self 
aches and pains, my head pounds 
is it that I walk through life 
or is it life that I surroud 

Whats the difference between 
happyness and melencholy 
finding what I want 
and what actually will be 
so why can't you just see 
what I want, and what I need 
what the hell do you want from me? 

Standing alone watching the world twist and turn 
seeing mistakes and sins being made 
all these people are destined to burn 
finding the lights too bright 
trying not to conform 
to be myself is what I want 
its a promise I've sworn 
but what do I really need? 
has my life been ripped and torn? 

*chorus* 

I can't find it, its never there 
please here my call for help 
hearing my voice, cuss and swear 
hearing me say I hate myself 
thinking I don't care 
but all that I'm bothered by is confusion 
only finding the bombs in life 
and taking the time to defuse them 
I want you hear, I want you back 
please return, a predominant attact 
from you 

*chorus*