Paralysis
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Every day seemed the same
Ecstatic about reviving you 
But I realized I had to tame 
Yet the memories still occupy my thinking 
I can’t wait till you take my name 
Still the day has yet to come 
No reunion has even been mentioned 
Laying here emotionally numb 
Now I’ve got that same feeling again 
It never seems to go away 
It creeps up to destroy the brightest of times 
Why can’t this suffering just end today? 
My eyes bleed reckless tears 
Paralyzed from one of my greatest fears 
I know I can go through with this 
But there is something stopping me 
A mental obstacle, a paralysis 
Why was something I crave 
Taken away? 
I try to figure myself out 
And stare in my own mirror and see 
You’re interactive personality, 
Someone else has it, Not me 
So how is this true? You’re not here 
So can you hear? 
Did you ever listen to my I love you's? 
So just take my hand before is grows cold and blue 
My heart pauses and covered in frost 
Will I ever get back what I have lost? 
Abandoned and left alone 
I don’t want advice or sympathy 
I just want to find my way home