Not here
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Now that you're gone
I dwell in my own thoughts
Flash backs, cheers and jeers
Memories of you
They're all jerking my tears
I can not stand this
I can not over come this so easily
I can't say I don't love you
If I did, it wouldn't be the truth
No emotional destructiveness
Just needed selfishness
Why do I want what doesn't want me
Why live in sadness when I was in harmony
Just get me out of here
I'm going nowhere
I try to get over it
But its just getting all over me
I try to forget it
But you're just forgetting about me
I wish I could accept the closed closed door
But I just close my eyes 
cause I don't want to see anything anymore