Choking
------- 
I'd rather choke on my words of discontent 
and suffocate in my own depression 
then to spill out my heart to you 
and let you know just how weak I truely am inside. 
How is it through your absence of affection 
I find comfort in your words. 
I can't begin to comprehend how even through your knowledge 
of my love your consistancy 
of friendship out-weighs any sympathetic feelings of remorse. 
No recognition what so ever. 
Just hollow commendations.