Broken
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ever wonder why you made the decision 
to take pleasurable action 
but then realized it was selfish 
why do I think so devilish? 
I committed a moral crime 
its an emotional prison in my mind 
but then I thought again 
it was just another day 
with another hard time 
you're not in sight 
we've fallen behind 
from a great height 
living in this plight 
working for that day 
working through these struggles 
nothing but struggling 
why do people keep my emotions juggling 
Clouding my eyes 
stands depression 
I'm going to take it out 
chaotic aggression 
it just seems confusing 
is this a forever good-bye? 
don't want to live anymore 
can't live in a constant lie 
my eyes are going to explode 
burst into fear 
it seems so far away 
but its only a year 
what do I want?  What do I really need? 
I just made a promise I'm trying to keep