Believe ------- I'm in a position thats confusing I don't know what to do or say but I know you'll reply everything you've done was ok it was never wrong but it is wrong to hurt you my reality has been all messed up I don't know what is real what is true who wears masks but I do know that I love you I'm guilty of that it can be proven when will they stop feeding me poison and toxics, that will will when you say that I don't love you I get ill I want to throw up, vomit my head is going to implode with all this information, overload maybe its a virus I'm no longer a nihlist I believe in it all I believe in you I'm giving you something to believe in